1. |
The Orchid
04:21
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Once an orchid sat
In a silver light and
Solemnly waited
Slightly breathing
Touched its glistening tear
Only one dream away from
A perfect birth
One promise away from birth
One secret away from
One promise away from
One dream a-
One kiss away from life
From a life, from another life, you know.
Then when the sun rose
In a newer lighting
Lay his wings on her
Warm with his kisses
And touched her light feather
Just so they could breathe again
Just so they could feel the pain
Just to be reborn again
One secret
One promise away from
One dream a-
One kiss away from life
From a life, from another life, you know.
Then when I said
Sat his wings down
Yearning for our love
Over the whole
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2. |
Life Man
03:19
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I can‘t be alone on my own
For too long
I‘m a wilted flower
When I miss you so
I can‘t tell my feelings apart
Anymore
Even when I reason with myself
I‘m no closer
When the therapist operated on me
He simply raised his eyebrows and said; Life, man
This could be a feeling
I can‘t tell
This could be the season
I just don‘t know it
This could be a dream
And I‘ll wake up
Get up brush your hair and start the day at midday
In the meantime
This could be a fever
And I‘ll recover
There could be some reason
I just don‘t know it
I could be dreaming
Pinch me
Freshen up and seize the rest of this forsaken day
In the meantime
Get up brush your hair and start the day at midday
In the meantime
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3. |
Spectator
04:02
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Heart, diamond shaped
Pulled out at all its edges
I can‘t tell if I‘m in over my head
Words, in a spider web
And you ask me to fix it
I am in over my head
I am the spectator
I am the middle man
Thinking for everyone
Watching you both take out your fear on me
How can I help you if it‘s best for me
To stay away
I‘m caught in between
Feeling the feelings
Of everyone except my own
I can‘t take it
I can‘t be in between
How can I help you if I always get it wrong
I am caught in between
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4. |
Air Unfolding
03:51
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I don’t know what to do
unspoken fears beholding
lying in bed with you
feeling the air unfolding
are you afraid of us
are you afraid I’m not thinking
are you afraid I’m strong
are you afraid I’m not loving
it’s your reason
it’s the feeling too
that you’ve got nothing to lose
that’s my heart ache
that’s my love for you
I’ve got something to prove
tell me it’s true
why can’t you believe the best in me, honey
tell me you do
see me as the one you truly choose
i can hear you moon
silently
brushing off against
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5. |
Flower Bridge
02:25
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6. |
Valentine
02:55
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my skin
I can hear you
quietly
remembering
how to live
and i was somewhere along the way
that time
I can hear you’re calling me up
I can hear them calling me
all the time
silently
sombre in
times of their
riding waves
halo against the skies you wait
and they broaden the
horizon
I’m alone
you’re alone
tell them I do
say
calling my name
so many times
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7. |
Sideways Moon
04:53
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the sideways moon
is smiling
the silent doom
is within me
skin I know I’m chiselling
off what I had sculpted
claimed to be
I loved you most exciting
unattainable
shadow in the mirror
that was what I saw
painting by the numbers
filling in the gaps
that was how i loved you
that was what it was
I catch myself asking
time - go away
is this merely life flashing
right before we die
I catch myself crying
I wonder why
it’s easier to forget
it all until we die
will you know I’m sorry
taking what I took
will you know I truly
gave you all I got
I loved you most exciting
unattainable
shadow in the mirror
that was what i saw
painting by the numbers
filling in the gaps
that was how i loved you
that was what it was
lost inside the stories
told a thousand times
am i somewhere in there
forever on your mind
i catch myself asking
time - go away
is this merely life flashing
right before we die
i catch myself crying
i wonder why
it’s easier to forget
it all until we die
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8. |
February
04:16
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cover the surface with wood
a ghost of the treehouse we lived in
old branches of a Christmas tree
throw them one by one
off of the balcony
order an appointment with the doctor
but spring is just breaths away
February birthdays
are the rarest
do we get to dance when
we can touch each other again?
I miss things I didn’t even know I had around
a face in the window
across the street
I get shy as she is
staring straight at me
an old man is on his balcony
flaunting the sunshine to his iPad
I used to be like this with my family
back when i was away
my sun and my moon
will there be a twilight
where you can love each other again?
I will stay awake
but I know it’s not enough
I will love you both
till the day we turn to dust
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9. |
Underneath The Sun
04:47
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a drink to the mishaps and the glory of the old days
another for the instance when I brushed with the unknown
a soft kiss for the sorrys and the deeds never undone
and a prayer for the truth, whether it saves you or faults
and so, darling I know, I am safe in your hands
if I fall, from you or towards, I have somewhere to land
I’ll be on your side, underneath the sun
carved out in heaven, some of our love
I have tried to hide, I have failed to forget
I could be the culprit if I was right
a tear for the troubled that I loved late that night
that I have often wished how I hadn’t found
lost is the answer in the fabric of the clouds
a promise in the distance, whether it saves you or faults
and so, darling I know ….
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JFDR Reykjavík, Iceland
JFDR is the latest project from Iceland's Jófríður Ákadóttir of Samaris, Pascal Pinon and Gangly.
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